Whenever I See You

Whenever I see you
I feel like jumping,
yelling,
screaming.
Just wanna get you attention.
But you always ignore my efforts,
wave them aside,
like they're an annoying fly.
Maybe you enjoy watching me suffer?
Maybe you enjoy feeling admired?
But what about me?
Making a fool out of myself
when you pass my locker.
Watching you flex your muscles,
drooling.
Watching your hair bounce
with every step.
Like a dog,
I follow you.
And heartlessly, you allow it.
Why do I love

a man with no heart?